I just don't know anymore. I feel theres always someone trying to ruin things for you because their jealous or feel other peoples lives are a game. By saying "No" to something it puts me as the bad guy and dealing with other people just being outright mean. Honestly, people do need to learn from their mistakes and I'm tired of having to clean it up all the time. So now their trying to gang up on me and ruin my life...why? Cuz their bored with their pathetic lives and want to ruin mine. I'm just so frustrated with work, people, and everything. I'm just done. Absolutely done. I want to run away and leave here. I just want to get away from everybody. Cuz sometimes I feel they care what I think.
Okay so day one went well. I had to work 7 to 6 today which was extremely long but I had a blast. Woot woot! My coworker hurt herself ice skating...such a klutz so i covered her shift. Well heres to losing 30 pounds. HAHA.
-worked out today
-didn't eat any candy
-ate less than 100 calories
So I better lose a bazillion pounds. Just kiddin. Other than that everything on the relationship front is going amazing! Gil and I have discussed many things and he and I are accomidating each other so well. It makes me so happy. Plus he bought me a brand new gaming computer for Christmas and The Sims3!
I can't wait for the Renaissance Faire as well. Gil said he's gonna take me to the Pleasure feast on Valentines Day :). I might get a period authentic costume this year. Also I get to get a few more outfits cuz of AB and other conventions. Gil told me he had some kind of surprise for me for Valentines...hmmm...I wonder what it is...
As the days draw closer I can't wait for my party bus birthday bash with Kathy when I go to visit back home. I miss everyone and everything although I am having a blast enjoying 70 degree sunny weather with no chance of rain. YEAH!